With you in mind...

I haven't talked much all day, but it's not like there's much to talk about. I do need to return someone's phone call...Maybe after I post this I'll do it. Yesterday was nice. Besides getting punched in the face repeatedly trying to break up a fight, the 4th of July was pretty alright.
Today, I did some figure drawings again. Everyone thinks I'm lame for actually wanting to do art. They don't understand my passion X_X...Anyway, while drawing these women, I started to feel lonely inside. I thought of my ex. I don't know why. I guess I sorta felt lonely when we we're dating (I never got to see her much). BUT NOW I feel even more lonely now that we're not together. Should I have held on to the little thing we had? I was listening to some of Charles' new songs (mostly the "Gynophobia" album). One song reminded me of her somehow. "Vibration Bandaids". I don't know why. I feel bad that things couldn't work out between us. It wasn't even her fault. Her dad's....Nevermind. But all in all I don't regret being with her at all. With her in mind, I've been listening to this a lot:

...I suddenly feel better now.

Take care people.