Could it be?

I don't know why but I just have the feeling that I use blogging as a crutch. I always say I'm socially awkward and that I don't feel like people are even paying attention to me. I say all of this, yet I still haven't done anything to change the situation.
But whatever. Different day, same thing right?
I just caught a invitation to sell some of my artwork, thru MIAD of course. I'm going for it. It doesn't hurt to try and I'm the underdog so what do I have to lose? Nothing at all.
A certain girl is getting pissed at me because she wants to be with me, but I won't let it happen. Don't jump the gun just yet and call me an a^^h^^e. There are reasons why I can't be with her. Not yet at least. Besides, when it comes to girls, a certain person doesn't have the option to pick whatever girl he wants, but I refuse to settle again.

Until the next post.