It doesn't help at all.
Hell, half of the time my art doesn't help.
Lot of things are turning into a ball and a few chains. My so-called friend from high school asked me to help him out when he proposed to his girlfriend, who doesn't even like me or my girl. I told him no. I could give a damn about his girl but she's not the issue. He is. We only speak when he wants something. I do not feel cold-blooded for saying No.
My mom thinks I suffer from manic depression (I think she's right). What I think I feel is "Happiness" but it's all just a simulation; because at the end of the day: I CAN'T STOP THE SADNESS.
I have another mental block. I can't find any motivation to create and I don't even know what I want to create. I'm having second thoughts about Art. Was it a smart move?
Only time will tell.
i definitely hate people who only call when they need a favor. i've learned to say no now.
ReplyDeletei have those mental blocks as well. i hate not being able to create things :/