Angry much?

You know I am.
 I care too much sometimes. Other times I don't give a damn.
  I could be mad at the fact I lack common sense.
   Blogging my feelings may seem shallow, or rather dense.
    But I'll put that in the past tense.
     I think I'll try to live in the present.
      Almost 20, trying to understand the essence
       Of friendships, old & new.
        I know I'm the best friend anyone can have...Are you?
         Do you even have a clue,
          To what it's like to be transparent BUT opaque blue?
           These are personal questions...I'm crossing the line,
            But I'm drawing one at the same time. DON'T CROSS MINE.
             And we'll be fine.
              Finer than the finest things in life...But people say life is ugly.
               Most especially when others try to judge me,
                But at the same time saying it's only for the Spirit abo^e me.
                 ...I like to write. Especially when angry.